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Monday, October 24
4:34 PM

life is an act. everyday before we face our friends and our families, we put on our mask. a happier face, one that everybody starts to think that you are a happy go lucky kind of person, who has no worries in the world. this is because when we hide behind something, nobody can see our flaws and our weaknesses. therefore we protect and try to prevent ourselves from getting hurt. nobody gets to see you cry. you just have to smile, tell everybody how this world is such a great place, while inside, you want to destroy everything.

false pretences are rampant in my life. i see so many people i want to slap and scold, but i stop to think. maybe they're like me. they're just hiding behind something convenient. sometimes i get angry at her for what she did. its not her fault. but why does it feel that way.

i never let myself fall this low on the ground before. i scraped my knees and your words are not helping. instead they're stinging my bruises.


-fin.