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SARAHAY
Friday, October 7
12:01 AM
have you heard of the one? the right now? the crush? something that me, vann and udaya happened to talk about today during our break. this three 'themes' just got me thinking, as vann would say, it gave me a sudden inspiration.who is the one to us? in many cases, the one would be a person who we want to spend the rest of our life with. he who understands you the best and you just know, that he is the one that you will want to grow old with. but often enough, there is always a catch. that person is almost always your best friend. isn't it not true that if you could, you would want to marry your best friend? for a girl, your best friend is someone whom is your confidante and knows you inside out. i say, its always better to spend the rest of your life with someone you can talk to, not just someone you have passion. passion withers and dies away, but if you and the one can click, who knows, fifty years later, you guys won't be divorced. in my life, the one will never exist. so many close seconds, but never enough. is my expectations too high? or is it that i find fault in every thing. the shinest nickel always contains a blemish somewhere. some people choose to not look at it, while others pick at it, till it because too obvious, the nickel is no longer shiny. it sounds nice to say you have met the one. it makes me wish i did. but relationships with your best friend is tricky. one wrong move and not only your relationship is destroyed, but your deeply treasured friendship with that person is lost forever. you can never look that person in the same way again.crushes are easy and spurred out of anything. i have realised that all of my crushes are not something parents would approve of. they are the people your mother forces you not to hang out with. maybe its because i'm not allowed to, that makes it sound intriguing. there was this boy whom i deemed as my perfect bad boy. everything your parents warned you about. and yet, when you talk to him, there is a side i never saw before. maybe perhaps the many times i saw him, we had alcohol on the table. girls date the bad boys and bring home the good boys. for a period of time i scoffed a geeks and nerds. i thought to myself to never ever date a nerd, it was bad boys all the way. however, i guess when i grew older, i start to see the positive elements of dating a good boy. as vann said, "I LOVE GEEKS." what happens if you find someone, who is so perfect yet so forbidden. you just stand in the corner, admire, and understand that you will never ever, have the guts to tell him the truth. o, wilt thou leave me so unsatisfied.