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SARAHAY
Sunday, November 20
12:36 AM
i dont conform to the average girl. okay, maybe not the average girl, but you know what i mean. some girls tend to be very indecisive, easily persuaded and submissive. but i'm not. never will i let myself become like that. i know what i want and how to get it. whenever i say that i dont want to do something, i mean it, so piss off. if i want to press on, i will. until you tell me the answer im looking for. i just feel so irritated lately. i dont know why, but im picking on the slightest thing. something happened recently and it taught me to always be mentally prepared, and let my guards stay up. letting it down only makes me vulnerable. vulnerable to everything around me. so i rather keep it up always, so no one can ever see the inside. then nothing can hurt me. then perhaps, i'll feel better. im balancing on a thin line here. im not sure if you can catch me if i fall.